Reflections

December 31, 2009

A message from the Star Elders through Aluna Joy, called "The Birth of the Universal Child":

http://www.kachina.net/~alunajoy/2010jan.html

The message was given on Sept. 19, but she has just posted it to her site. It is about erasing the ancient scar belonging to humankind, and renewing our innocence. She calls it innocence with wisdom. May it be so...

All blessings...Happy New Year to us all! Love, Bonnie

December 30, 2009

I know that I wobble occasionally. Seems to be part of the process of realigning to a new way.

The two poems in the previous post stayed with me long after I read them. So, my brain knows that God, the Mother/Father God is not vengeful, is not punishing, is not going to "hold it against us," but apparently, my heart has still been struggling with it. Are we all going? Are we choosing separation again? I would choose that everyone go, but it has to be each one's choice.

And whatever we choose is accepted unconditionally by God. That's what a Free Will Zone is all about. To quote Sarah MacLachlan (again): "We are born innocent...we are still innocent...we all falter, but does it matter?"

I heard some time ago that at some point we would all remove our masks - the light, the dark, the whatever, and see that it was all pretend anyway. I guess I expected them to come off by now. I think I had a glimpse yesterday. (And I may need reminders again.)

From Tammy Brunk's Shamanic Astrology Timeline for December:

"Sunday Dec 27 - Today Venus conjuncts Pluto late in the Underworld, taking the Goddess deeper than she has ever gone before. Surrender your will to a Higher Will, understand that sometimes, the most powerful position is to admit that some aspects of life are out of our control. From this place of surrender emerges a sweetness. Grief, yes, but also relief. This is the space in which miracles can flourish—perhaps external miracles, and perhaps those that occur within the depths of the soul..."

Letting go, again...All blessings, Love, Bonnie

December 29, 2009
"Love has no desire but to fulfill itself," from The Prophet, by Kahlil Gibran

Catching up with an interesting message from Celia Fenn from December 18th - "So This is Christmas...and the Solstice Festival of Light and the new Solar Flare":

http://www.starchildascension.org/

And two poems from Hafiz:

http://www.poetseers.org/the_poetseers/hafiz/i_heard_god_laughing_hafiz/a_golden_compass/

http://www.poetseers.org/the_poetseers/hafiz/i_heard_god_laughing_hafiz/the_great_secret/

Ah...when you think you know something...

The sky seems more beautiful these days...I often find the clouds and sunlight breath-taking. This afternoon there were rainbow clouds in the sky, one with a small section of rainbow, and another that was rainbow colors...beautiful.

All blessings, Love, Bonnie

December 25, 2009

Christmas Blessings to all...
May the Christ light fill our hearts
and our lives with peace and love.

Merry Christmas,
Love, Bonnie

December 22, 2009

A message from the Andean Masters through Aluna Joy...lots of good reminders about staying present in the moment:

http://www.kachina.net/~alunajoy/news12-09.html

All blessings, Love, Bonnie

December 21, 2009

I enjoyed a wonderful (and cold!) Solstice ceremony today with Jane E. King at the Vision of Light Church in Hartland. What a wonderful group of people came, with such loving and reverent energies. It was very grounding and comforting to participate in the Native American chants, prayers, and fire ceremony. We seeded our visions for the coming year, and welcomed the "return of the light."

Blessings of the Solstice to you, Love, Bonnie

December 20, 2009

Another voice weighs in for "we're all going" (I'm just passing it along):

http://www.lightworker.com/beacons/2009/2009_12-FinalQuadrant.php

What do you choose?

All blessings, Love, Bonnie

December 15, 2009

More on the subject of the "Parting of Worlds" from November 24, from Lauren C. Gorgo:

http://consciousco-creationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2009/11/1212-parting-of-worlds.html

And from Patricia Cota Robles, a message called, "The Answer is Love":

http://www.awakening-healing.com/A-HNewsLetters/2009/The_Answer_IS_Love_PDCR_1209.htm

All blessings, Bonnie

December 15, 2009

Karen Bishop is going to be taking, as she says, a much-needed break from her weekly Wings messages. She does give us a pretty detailed one for December 8, called "Falling into the New World":

http://www.emergingearthangels.com/latest.html

I am still digesting her perspective from previous messages, that we were unable to bring the whole planet with us. I haven't got the kind of clarity of information that she has on this subject. I do feel many of the changes on an energetic level, and then I have to sort through my impressions and, along with reading other people's interpretations, try to make some sense of what happened.

The last time that Karen gave this vision of what she saw as a division between the Old Earth and the New Earth, I said adamantly, that everyone was going, that no one would be left behind. And then things got incredibly challenging, not just for myself, but for many lightworkers, for quite a long time...to the point where, many times, I felt like giving up. It was too much to ask of people, this intensity of struggle. And so, when she recently came to the conclusion that it was a done deal, the separation had happened, I resisted the temptation to say, "Oh, no, it can't be so."

After much consideration, I had to concede that in a "Free Will Zone", everyone is allowed to make their own choice about their vibrational level. To me that doesn't mean that they are lost forever. After all, all of us chose to be on a very dense third dimensional planet, or we wouldn't be here at this time of ascension. We are all eternal beings, and we choose where to place our consciousness.

I recently visited (which I occasionally do), one of the websites of someone who gave me much worry and strife several years ago. I have always thought that, at some point, we would be able to have a normal conversation, and let the past go. I listened to one of his songs, which contained some pretty harsh lyrics: "My bitch keep coming back. I hit her with a club, she keep coming back." (Something to that effect.) The good thing about it, for me, is that there is very little charge on it now. In the past, I would have felt it deeply, now, after the initial shock that he's continuing to choose the old path, I felt a bit of sadness, but otherwise a sense of non-attachment to his choices. It really is over. I release him to his own journey, wherever it takes him, and he might fault me for saying so, but I hold him in unconditional love. I have to let go of the desire to push anyone to a new level. We all get to choose.

Karen says in her latest post that Ascension has "ruled our roost and dictated our movements. It answered many questions and soothed our confusion, as after all, this process did not remotely fit in with much of what we knew about spiritual practice and creating, or utilizing energy in an individual way."

I'm not gonna lie...it's been a tough road to travel. It's often been a process of trial and error...trying to understand the evolving patterns as they're occuring, with long periods of struggle and/or being unable to create anything. I'm ready for a vacation, too. (But I enjoy posting here, so it probably won't mean a break from this blog.)

Whatever you celebrate at this time of year..wishing you all the blessings of this holy season, Love, Bonnie

December 7, 2009

I had to go back and re-read the Akashic Transformations message for December. I read it, and promptly forgot what it said. But it is very pertinent to my experience of the energies this month (it will be up for the month only at the following web address):

http://www.akashictransformations.net/mc/page.do?sitePageId=53332&orgId=akt

Here is an excerpt (for the full message, go to the website above):
"This month the clearing of the slate will be accomplished through passively and graciously letting go. This is a great month to try to let go of control, and to let go of your expectations. It is an important time to acknowledge the other peoples truths, or to finally shrug and decide you will be okay either way, no matter what the situation may be."

I'm choosing to be O.K., whatever the outcome, and to do my best to watch things unfold "with the eyes of Love". All blessings, Love, Bonnie

December 5, 2009

From Karen Bishop, "Owning Our New Power...Creating the Life of Our Dreams"

http://www.emergingearthangels.com/latest.html

I am often amazed at how in synch my journey is with others on the path of awakening. Reading Karen Bishop's latest Wings message pretty much blows me away, as it is SO expressive of my experience in the last week or so. I had a situation where I felt I was getting green lights all the way, and that I knew in my heart that it was full speed ahead...and then came the roadblock! I can tell you that I was having more than a tantrum over it. I even wrote a blues tune called "Waiting," and it was not my trademark "happy blues." (Or "Periwinkles" as I am apt to call them.)

I used to be patient to a fault...not so much these days! And I was, as she says, adamant that this was not going to be the case, that there was no roadblock, that the guides were wrong, that I was "mad as hell and not going to take it anymore!" (I know...swearing, even!) I just got this flash of memory of myself in the throes of hard labor ("Don't you dare mess with me!)...: )...which is pretty much how I felt about things. (Interesting that that stage of childbirth is called "Transition" these days.)

At least some of it is making sense now. Perhaps not a roadblock, but a detour. And perhaps I can handle it after all. And my new song this week (it has been a creative period) is called "Unconditional."

But two years is much too long. I am owning my power, and I am creating the life of my dreams, and it is beginning to unfold now. And it's going to be amazing! And so it is...

All blessings, Love, Bonnie

December 2, 2009
“Fearlessly let the great tsunami wash over you,
for it is the surf of the return path to the stars!
Ride its lilting electromagnetic waves through the universes.” Mayan Oracle, Spilsbury & Bryner

Another message from Navajo at Starchild, called, "THE QUICKENING : 12 :12
Mayan Calendar Perspectives on the 12 : 12 Timegate":

http://www.starchildascension.org/

I remember a moment (or more) in each of my pregancies, when I wanted to be beyond what was coming. There was fear that came up in imagining what might lie ahead. And then, the moment took all of my attention, and my energy, and it was necessary to simply take each moment as it came. And afterwards, looking at the beautiful new life that came through such intense struggle, I was at peace with all the moments that it took to make it happen.

Let it be a great tsunami of Love that washes over us, and carries us gently to the shores of a New Land.

All blessings, Love, Bonnie

December 2, 2009

The latest Wings message, from Karen Bishop, is called, "The Crash Landing is Over...We Are Finally Home":

http://www.emergingearthangels.com/latest.html

I believe this is true. I am finally recovering from a few weeks of being sick, and dealing with various physical issues. And I do feel that there were some "prankster/trickster" energies afoot for a time. In some ways, there seemed to be yet another testing of our commitment to the New, and, as Celia mentions in her latest post, the question, "What do you really want?"

It was quite a shake-up for a while there, but we are, indeed, finally home. Welcome Home, Human Angels!

All Blessings, and Love, Bonnie