Reflections
July 31, 2010
Interesting commentary from Tyberonn (& Metatron) on the subject of Power and Love:
http://www.earth-keeper.com/EKnews_4-30-2010.htm
As it says here, discernment is key. I have often found Tyb's material to be challenging in it's technical details. So, in general, I don't focus on the technical details. There are valuable ideas here to consider.
We are currently, as a collective, involved in finding the balance between Power and Love. We are reopening and rebalancing (depending for the most part, on gender orientation), the Solar Plexus and the Heart Chakras where Power and Love, respectively, reside. Sounds easy?...: )
All blessings, Love, B
July 30, 2010
I was having second thoughts about the last part of my previous post. I have avoided mentioning that specific topic for many years. I've decided that it's best to just speak my truth.
I first came across the materials online sometime between 2002 and 2003. I stopped reading them in 2003 when I came to the conclusion that people who had been giving me a great deal of trouble seemed to be connected to the group. I don't think that the message has changed much since then, with a great deal of focus on "Us" and "Them," the need to financially support those engaged in "the battle," and the constant exhortations about "any minute now." And I find it hard to believe that people are still on the edge of their seats waiting for it to happen, investing a great deal of energy, not to mention money in the project. Maybe it is now a whole different group of people reading and "energizing" the concept.
Way back in the beginning, NESARA was a real proposal, which it seems, never actually made it to the "bill" stage before Congress. Maybe, at some point, some version of the original proposal will come up again. But not the idea that has been promoted by others in the meantime. It would be lovely if our government would pass a law providing abundance. And I think, with Obama in office, some of the issues of greatest disparity are being addressed (however lugubriously by our unweildy processes.)
It doesn't take an act of Congress. When Katrina hit New Orleans and our government seemed to be caught up in dithering about what to do and how to do it, the average citizens of this country were collecting food and clothing and water. People were voluntarily driving their big rigs down to the area despite recommendations that it was too dangerous. I was living in the small town of Chester, VT and we sent two truckloads of donations to New Orleans. Average citizens were offering homes to people who had been displaced by the hurricane. It was amazing to see the outpouring of generosity and concern for others.
All I really want to say is stop giving away your power. Abundance will be a grass-roots process involving letting go of fears and focus on lack, and giving energy to envisioning abundance. And if you want to "take action," you can do it in very small ways in your own communities...without doing battle, and without dependance on the legislature. Abundance is not a statute, but a state of mind.
And at some point we may well, as has been suggested, have help from our Extraterrestrial brothers and sisters, in this area, or in the area of technologies to help us with pollution or unstable land masses, and so on. If they do show up, it will be because we have reached a level of love and understanding that will support their arrival, and it will not require us to give our power away to them either.
As Steve Rother says in his Beacons of Light, "Espavo"...thank you for taking your power.
All blessings, Love, Bonnie
July 24, 2010
From Lauren C. Gorgo's blog, on the topic of the current energies:
http://consciousco-creationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2010/07/close-but-no-cigar.html
Always surprising to me to hear that those in the vanguard of awakening are experiencing such financial, and material challenges. The whole "money thing" has been a conundrum for some time for many awakening souls, and is something that I've been going round and round with until I'm dizzy. A new friend recently confirmed what I was concluding about financial lack. She said that we're in the process of building something new, so why would we go back to depending on the old system?
I wish I could fully comprehend what the new system is...I suppose that's the crux of the problem. If we are bringing Heaven to Earth, then what does that look like? Pretty sure they don't have money in heaven.
Her guides say, "The completion of all wayward elements is drawing nigh and there is only a short window of opportunity left to finalize details....arriving in mid-August is an influx of energies that will need space to land...to fill up the vacuous void of your past lives and carve the new potentials for your future."
I have to admit that (from her previous post) I do sometimes wish I had a tomato or two to throw. Sometimes the promises from guidance of the "glowing future" that is just around the corner reminds me a bit too sharply of that whole NESARA thing...justice and abundance for all...any moment now...any moment now...this month...no wait, delays again...next week, wait a minute...problems again...hang in there...tomorrow?...no, maybe next month...soon...soon.
So why does Lauren's recent posting ring true? Certainly I can see that people's issues are right in their faces these days. Whatever still needs healing seems to be unavoidable now. So that part seems undebatable. And I would be really glad for an influx of energies in August that will "carve the new potentials" for my/our future.
Lauren says, "To complete this journey, there is only one thing left that is required of us...full presence in love."
All blessings, Love, B
July 17, 2010
"Take your well-disciplined strengths, and stretch them between two opposing poles.
Because inside human beings is where God learns." Rainer Maria Rilke
The latest Shamanic Astrology Timings, from Tami Brunk:
http://shamanicastrology.com/free-astrology-timings
Tami says of July 11: "So on this Super New Moon, as well as several days before and after, we can set the intention to embrace our opposites and in the process welcome the “reconciling third”–the beautiful creation that emerges from our full, fruitful presence with our perfectly imperfect lives."
All blessings, Bonnie
July 14, 2010
"Tell it like it is if you like it like it is.
But if you don't like it like it is,
then don't tell it like it is--tell it like you want it to be.
If you tell it like you want it to be, long enough,
you will begin to feel it like you want it to be,
and when you feel it like you want it to be,
it be's like you want it to be." Abraham
From Shala Mata, an entry for July entitled, "Allowing":
http://lightworker.com/Spectrum//articles/423/1/-Allowing-/Page1.html
I may get this yet...: )
All blessings, Love, B
July 13, 2010
Wow! That solar eclipse packed a whallop! I received deeksha that day as well (also known as the Oneness Blessing). I was napping every time I had the chance for the next two days.
Lots of energy coming in...more later...z-z-z-z
: )...B
July 10, 2010
"How very close is your soul with mine
I know for sure everything you think goes through my mind." Rumi
One more issue to clarify...I don't read people's thoughts. It's a lovely sentiment between lovers, between soulmates, that sense of closeness and awareness. It's also a wonderful experience to connect with intuitive people in a setting of loving support, guidance, and healing.
I would call my gift clairsentience, though perhaps more "sentience" than "clair" at times...: )
I feel things, I sense things. I have always felt the energies around me, but I used to have trouble sorting out what energies belonged to me and what energies belonged to others. I would be confused by what people said in contradiction of what I sensed to be true. Yes, I was a bit gullible, but I think that sometimes I didn't really want to know what was going on beneath the surface. I wanted to give people their "space." I have a greater sense now of being an observer of energies rather than being surrounded and swimming around in them.
I am sometimes very intuitive. I have sometimes shut myself off from my intuition, or failed to trust in it. But I am learning to be more receptive in general, and to trust in what I get.
Steve Rother has said, "No more secrets." Maybe mind-reading will become the norm at some point. I think, even if that should become the case, I would generally want to give people their privacy. Just because you can get inside someone's home and rifle through their possensions doesn't mean that you should. Just because you can get inside someone's head and know the minute details of their lives and thought processes, doesn't mean that it's appropriate. And, of course, it depends on the situation and the intention of both people. A new area of etiquette to explore. If we follow our hearts, it should be a piece of cake!
All blessings, Love, Bonnie
July 9, 2010
“The radiant one inside me has never said a word.” Rumi
I probably should have mentioned this before on the subject of "Deep Contact" as Steve Rother calls it - the deep soul connection that sometimes happens when we gaze into another person's eyes. I can't make it happen.
I'm sure that I can I block it from happening, consciously or unconsciously, by not being fully present, by not being open, by being distracted or angry, or self-conscious, or otherwise unavailable for the experience. But I can't will it to happen. It is a two-part recipe, of which I am only half. And, just as I can block the experience from happening, so can the other person...for all of the above reasons, as well as, perhaps, the expectation that it will.
It has rarely happened with someone that I have known for a long time, or had several contacts with first. When it does happen, it is most often (though not always) a complete stranger, and a complete surprise. It is often that initial questioning glance, "What's this?" If both people are open and receptive, it can be a deeply profound experience.
I can't help thinking of the book of poetry by mystic Sufi poet, Rumi, and translated by Coleman Barks, called "The Glance: Songs of Soul Meeting." This isn't something new. It is something that Coleman experienced in his tutelage under a spiritual teacher named Bawa Muhaiyaddeen, back in the late seventies. It is something that many students of many different mystic paths have experienced throughout the centuries. It is something that Rumi experienced in his loving friendship with Shams, back in the 13th century.
It has been described as a quality that many gurus have, that they can transmit an energy of enlightenment, of awareness, of soul connection through the glance. Now this happens on the street, at the grocery counter. Perhaps it is more an energy of soul recognition than the old teacher/student relationship of the past. Though respectfulness is certainly part of the picture (on both sides), hierarchy is not. We are all brothers and sisters.
We are embodying more of the soul energy than in the past, and it is more visible now - it is more easily recognized.
You may, as I did, have to read this Rumi poem more than once for full comprehension:
"One went to the door of the Beloved and
knocked. A voice asked, 'Who is there?'
He answered, 'It is I.'
The voice said, 'There is no room for Me and Thee.'
The door was shut.
After a year of solitude and deprivation he returned and knocked.
A voice from within asked, 'Who is there?'
The man said, 'It is Thee.'
The door was opened for him."
All blessings, Love, Bonnie
July 8, 2010
In the latest "Soul Connection" entry in Wisdom Magazine, Moriah Marston and The Tibetan tackle the subject of mental breakdown, as it relates to the awakening process - or as she calls it, "Spiritual Emergence":
http://www.wisdom-magazine.com/Article.aspx/1730/
I like the term, "Spiritual Emergence." It gives me the impression of a butterfly coming out of the chrysalis. When you think of the monumental changes that a caterpillar goes through to become a butterfly, then you understand what is being required now of humanity.
The mental aberrations of the process of awakening are not new. However, before the last few decades, it was harder to achieve the level of vibration that begins to deconstruct the illusion of our old reality. In times past, such endeavors were undertaken by students of various spiritual paths, usually within a disciplined structure of like-minded community, as well as, oftentimes, a teacher or mentor overseeing the proceedings. There were probably occasional incidents of spontaneous and unintended awakenings, but whereas that was the rarity then, it is the norm now. The vibration of the planet has risen to a point where more and more people are awakening without having a clue of what is happening to them.
In her list of mental/physical symptoms of Spiritual Emergence, Moriah includes the description, "unexplainable colliding polarized feelings." This is the Inner Armaggedon, the inner clash of our dualistic belief systems. It is not pretty...it can be very scary, in fact, but it is a necessary part of the process. We have had so many blocks and barriers in place in order to be able to have a dualistic experience. So, coming back into a unified existence means dissolving the barriers and blocks once more.
The Tibetan says that our nervous systems are being "reconfigured" and, as others have said, that the unused potentials of our brains is beginning to come online. He says that "The accelerated vibrations are enhanced LOVE. Humankind still fears Source’s loving Cosmic Fire — Kundalini. Regardless of its continued cry to move beyond limitations, humankind shies from the activation of Kundalini energy. Unaccustomed to full contact with this powerful spiritual force, humanity has settled into a stagnant subliminal comfort zone of resistance to the great concentric circles of Universal energy that evolve the soul."
He also says that there is a Calm Sea of Knowledge that is arriving to offset the electrical activations of our circuitry...thankfully.
All blessings, Love, Bonnie
July 3, 2010
From Jen Eremith at Akashic Transformations:
http://www.akashictransformations.net/mc/page.do?sitePageId=53332&orgId=akt
Non-linear experience...yes, been feeling that. So much going on, but there's been a smoothness, a steadiness.
All shall be well...Love, Bonnie
July 2, 2010
"here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)" e. e. cummings
From Aluna Joy Yaxxin:
http://www.kachina.net/~alunajoy/2010june3.html
Within, without...above, below...but which is the reflection? The Spirit world - the material world? Does each sustain the other? Are we so intertwined that there really is no separation?
Starting to "get" the purpose in being pushed so relentlessly for so long. It was important, at a soul level, to get here. O.K., thanks...now more grace and ease, please.
All blessings, Love, B